i'm just wondering, is it common to swing between different, completely opposite ED's?
my 'first' ED was COE for about 3 years then, in deciding this wasn't good/healthy and being utterly sick of hating myself constantly, my attempt to escape from it landed me right in the middle of anorexia for the past year and a bit. now i don't even know what i am. i still obsess with counting cals, staying at as low a calorie intake as possible and excersizing until i can physically do no more but i don't have the control to restrict anymore so i've sadly been using laxatives and even purged too many times and i am scared i'll end up in COE again. i couldn't bear that. i don't really know what i'm asking, just for help/advice i suppose.
thanks for all you've done/are doing dylan, we really appreciate it :)
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